Rose-Coloured Box
How very anti-climatic- I confess, without looking at your face
All the things I felt and thought and nearly said.
And then you accepted this, and went on your way
To sleep, and from your pampered place- you were kept in a box in my heart
Forever, I told myself, then was horrified to feel my feelings slip away-
As slowly and as difficult to define as the way they had come.
And no arguing, darling little dreamer-girl, for we know what is best, they tell me.
Oh, I thank you for the experience, for the scars will win me friends-
But I dont want them. I want you. Or rather, I do not want you;
I want to want you.
Rose-Coloured Box
How very anti-climatic- I confess, without looking at your face
All the things I felt and thought and nearly said.
And then you accepted this, and went on your way
To sleep, and from your pampered place- you were kept in a box in my heart
Forever, I told myself, then was horrified to feel my feelings slip away-
As slowly and as difficult to define as the way they had come.
And no arguing, darling little dreamer-girl, for we know what is best, they tell me.
Oh, I thank you for the experience, for the scars will win me friends-
But I dont want them. I want you. Or rather, I do not want you;
I want to want you.
...people...crowding meeeee...T-T Classmates are sitting alll around me while I'm trying to read MelloxNear fanfics. Awkwaaaard. Hm...
...*twitch* Personal bubble being invaded...eeee....
...goddammit. *goes back to the slash*
Love and histrionic personality disorder,
Noxie x